Archive for September, 2009

There comes a time, usually during the second quarter, when you become so tired, so worn down…

That you can’t even sleep. Yeah, there is finals week, and maybe a week or two in first quarter that really gets ya down, but nothing like second quarter, surely nothing like third quarter, and now that fifth quarter is here…well it has it’s moments too.

As a sidebar, how does a school schedule seven quarters? Couldn’t they at least make it eight, and make it a whole, round number?

But back to being tired…

What was I saying again?

Oh yeah, haha, that your mental capacity really starts to go. I’m just coming off of two all-nighters in the past four nights. Definitely not something I recommend, yet at this point, my grades are improving by doing them, so apparently they are helping. I don’t enjoy them, as I get stomach rot from all of the caffeine; you get carb crashes as you load, and then unload, all of the carbs you eat to stay awake/give your brain energy to think; and yes, if you’re like me, your tongue gets raw from eating all of the sour patch kids.

Yet being sleepy is a rite of passage for medical school; some kids get through most of their two years here and get eight hours of sleep most nights; some, like me, average six, if we’re lucky. And others seemingly get three hours a night, for weeks on end, and keep on going. How my buddy MD does it, I do not know, yet eventually IT HAS to catch up with him…

Or so I would think.

Point is, is that one needs to make time for naps, even five minute power naps. They kept me going last night, kept me sane over the weekend, and all in all, gives the brain a quick refresher that I think everybody needs.

That being said…I’m off to get mine!

Zzzzzzzzzzz…….

Saturdays are a special day; usually, if you have tests on Monday or Tuesday of the following week, one is busting your butt to get ahead, or, more than likely, to catch up. In my experience, there has not been a week where I have not spent at least some of my Saturday inside of the library, or the breakout rooms here on campus. I suppose that it comes with the territory, but there is a way to not study on Saturdays…

College football.

When you come from a major conference school, like the Big 12 and my Cyclones, or my buddy who’s a Hawkeye and calls the Little Eleven, oops the Big 10 home, college football is a great way to waste, oops again, study and have fun at the same time ;)

It’s infinitely do-able, and I highly recommend it…if you can actually get some studying done. Inevitably, though, you end up yelling at the tv, throwing your beer/pop/water bottle at the tv, and then telling yourself, “I really should be studying.”

That being said…I suppose I should get back to my studying…

To Blog is to be given the ability, not the right, to free one’s mind and to write objectively about such things as school, life, and just the ability to have fun.

Thus I will begin :)

I’m pretty jazzed to be an official blog writer, mainly because I have another blog at another page :) It’s been a year since I’ve started blogging, and it’s a great catharsis for me.

I do not know if this blog will be quite as “open” as some of my other postings, but that’s okay. This is not the time, nor the place, to be talking about some of my struggles. Instead, this is to introduce YOU, the prospective and new student, into my life, my “isms,” my differing ways, means, and methods into handling so much of what goes on in medical school.

So today, well, is 9-11. It has been eight long years since that fateful day in lower Manhattan, Washington, as well as a isolated farm field in Pennsylvania. As I write this, a B-52, a stalwart of the military since the early 1950’s, has just flown overhead, no doubt in a flyover for a Friday Night football game, or in a 9-11 ceremony.

I took part in a remembrance ceremony with the local FD, Police, as well as the Armed Forces Medical Students (HPSP for you into acronyms), as well as any other students who wanted to come to school early and partake in a brief moment of silence and a speech or two.

Needless to say, it’s always a bit moving today, especially because I was 20 years old when it happened, my dad is a fire fighter/EMT, and I’m now in the healthcare field. To have the uncompromising desire to help the fellow man, to race up stairs to save people, to put out a fire, all when everyone is heading down, is guts, grit, steely reserve, and everything else I ever hope to be.

I can only dream of this resolve at this time; I just don’t have the training or education yet to do that. I do hope to have it someday though; it’s not all education and training however, but more of that inner voice saying “do what ya do.”

So, think of what those around you have given up to make this country safe since that day; think of the soldiers, the CIA and other spy agency acronyms, the police, the fire departments, and even that person next to you, who is now reporting things that are suspicious. They are what make us safe; they are what make us great — the ability for the everyday person to have a say in how safe our country is and how it’s run and managed.

I’ m a bit of a conservative patriot, which at times puts me at odds with people, but I love a good debate, and I love debating opposing viewpoints! So don’t be afraid to comment, or say what’s on your mind, even if you disagree. Trust me, I won’t belittle, defame, slander or otherwise bash you, but I may try to convince you of my viewpoint :) I won’t talk politics much, unless it ties in with the medical system, which, well right now it is. That being said, it will be but a minor player in the overall theme of my blog, which will probably differ from some of the others.

I’m more of a tell it like it is kind of person, albeit it in a very verbose way. I get wordy, go off on tangents, and like to tell a good story. I won’t recant each and every day for you, but will tell you, my now faithful and fellow reader, what makes me tick, how I manage, what I find appealing and even a bit of what turns me off from here. One cannot be objective without seeing both sides of the coin, and I think that only helps YOU, the prospective student, in making a decision.

So hop on, enjoy the ride, and if you ever have any questions, no matter if it pertains to my blog or not, ask away! I will always answer truthfully :)

  • Todd Brubaker

    Todd Brubaker

    Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine
    Class of 2012
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